When ur bz n lz ur damn bz..

'I Love You Om' has to be one of the most interesting love story I've ever seen, in addition to the fact that I don't really fancy love/ romance movies. It's a good film from Indonesia produced in 2006. It's about a love story between a very rich 12 year old girl who was neglected by her single parent careerwise mum and a 27 year old man who works at a rental video shop. And if you want to find out if their love survived, watch the friggin movie. Where? Well I watched it on friggin Astro Kirana channel 122. It's really about how love is perceived by the society. Some ppl can handle it, some refuse to. The little girl who acted as 12 year old Dion was so amazing, bet she could just kick Dakota's arse. Seriously.

Moving on to my life, ahhh.. I have successfully 'or not' gone through my interview presentation last Thursday. To recap, I applied for CIMB Management Trainee (Complete Bankers Prog) and went through the 3rd stage with a whole lot of effort n crap. Effort , props to a whole day research and work just for the presentation, Crap, I stuttered and gave a quite poor presentation due to the fact that my interviewee gave not much of a response to me, like Halo..look at me la -_-
Well I can only hope that I will receive the next call from them for the final interview *crossed fingers*

One In A Million (local singin competition) 3rd season?

Omg I just watched One In a Million, Paul's jokes are beyond funny, "Lame/Loser". Seriously.
I'm growing to despise that show even more than previous seasons and the hosts mentioned something about making this season the best compared to previous ones. C'mon. Half of the people who got into the audition today could never have made it into even a high school competition, only a handful were quite original and talented.
Seriously, Paul and Syafinaz, don't step on your own heads..and the video edited for the show is so obviously abit 'CHARCAT' , won't go into detail here since it's not my line of expertise BUT it's seriously flawed.

Well anyways, been for CIMB Management Trainee interview the day b4r yest and I had my IQ test the following day, for ur infor, the training has 4 stages..the interview, the test, presentation and finally TADA interview with the chief of HR..Seriously, I was kinda intimidated by the people on the same boat as me there mainly coz more than half of them graduated from their masters already.
Anyway for those wondering what the IQ test is like.. takes around 40 minutes altogether..there are 5 sections which I can't remember now but mainly I felt speed and accuracy were vital..you will have a few minutes for one section and you only have to answer as many as u can..if u complete em in time, I salute u

The Poughkeepsie Tapes (2007)

Just watched a documentary about this serial killer at Poughkeepsie.
This serial killer films footages of his serial events and keeps them as a record. The footages were rather disturbing. It started with a small kid and the worst was Cheryl Demsey. She was kidnapped from her home, leaving her boyfriend dead ( some of his organs were showing up and his genitals was in the masterbedroom drawer) . She was kept in 'his' dungeon aka basement? as a slave. Yeah slave. Another disturbing video was where the officials claim they have found fingerprints on a cup in a victims home which was linked to a police officer name James? cant remember, but yeah he couldn't come up with any alibi so he was sentenced to death. AND THEN James's partner received a map saying 'you missed one'. OH Shiet, ....yeah the serial killer used judgement to murder a police. Yes they found Cheryl Demsey who was brutally abused and she told her mum ' I want to go home..I want to go home'...but her mum found out..she wants to go back home not home.
Ahh here comes the disturbing part, they interviewed Cheryl Demsey after I'm not sure how long after the incident, she said 'I don't know what you want me to say' and she is waiting for HIM.
okay here comes the bigger shiatus, THE POUGHKEEPSIE TAPES (2007) is only a movie. A faux documentary.FULL STOP.

dayummm got all of us disturbed and startled at the last part. yeah and so some research left us feeling hurt and cheated hahah. But I must say a good faux doc although some interview scenes were abit fake ;) 9.9/10!!

Depriving Kids Today of Fairytales

Parents today are preventing their kids today from watching or reading fairytale books. Like wooot. and the reasons are superduperly funny..like in Red Riding Hood, she walks alone in the woods and her grandmother was eaten by a wolf HAHHA..ooh and in Rapunzel..ur thinking like what in Rapunzel? Guilty for having a long hair? LOL NO, Rapunzel's tower is too dark..Mostly are because the fairytales are associated with children having nightmares..C'mon I was watching Chuck and Freddy battling out with Jason since I was young and I cherish my nightmares..omg parents today are so lucky I'm striked with short termed memory that I can't remember what else there were.

We cherish these fairytales because they are childhood memories so take out your wallet and don't come up with an excuse to save for your own stuff!!

I...

I really am confused. Am I horrible? or I am just sensitive. To have the thought of me thinking about these. Horrible ain't I? Wish I wasn't me sometimes. Wish I wouldn't just run. But when I stop running. I turn to these thoughts. Negative ones. So should I escape or should I just face these thoughts? Battling these things are not my area of expertise. I've ran, I've chased them, I just never thought they would come back crawling to me. Anyone wait for me will you. Seriously I sound like some psychopath and I'm writing these when I actually hate people posting about these stuffs. Food for thoughts: I Aint no Emo.

Easy Bake Butter Cake and What I want for Xmas :P

Got the easy to bake butter cake recipe from Taste.com.au

Ingredients

125g butter, softened
1/2 cup caster sugar (skipped this out, I used 2/3 cup white sugar )

1 teaspoon vanilla extract (must okie)
2 eggs, lightly beaten
1 1/4 cups self-raising flour, sifted (didn;t sift either, turns out fine)
1/4 cup buttermilk or milk ( I used 2/3 cup Milk)
2 teaspoons boiling water ( yeah, skipped this one too)
pure icing sugar, to serve ( No icing for my cake, it's up to u )

Method
1. Preheat oven to 170°C. (Fan- forced). Grease your blardee pan, I used the standard round one.

2. Just mix evrything !! but do the eggs the last please. Just throw in, don't have to pour in like a slow poke.

3. Stir the mixture!! and if you stirred it clockwise, don't suka hati go and stir counter clockwise. Stir until your mixture lose the rocky roads. Put it in the oven and wait for 30-40 minutes. Fan- forced :)

TADA..

Yar , base was abit black i tink coz my butter was cheapskate haha..but the cake dam kao moist.

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And can I have a DS Lite (Crimson Red) Brain Age Bundle for XMAS >.< .

Looks dam awesome man the colour.

Graduate?

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AND recession hits me right in my face.

Just bought Pro Evo Soccer 2009 for me bro from EB Games for $49.95 ..the obsurd part is Pro Evo 2008 which was PREOWNED in JB Hifi was $59... Electronic goods and games here has got drastic price difference. and I mean massive..U can go to EB and Guitar Hero 3 is $149 but at JB, just ask for a price reduction and they sell it to u for $117.

If you want to get DS Lite games now like brain training stuff, head to Myers in Chadstone, think they are cheaper now compared to EB and JB, it's $35 there.

EB's offering 3 for $40 now but boy you can only find fifa fifa nba nba boxing ..the pattern ain't gonna change.

Can someone get me the Freddy Krueger collection, it's like over $70. I'm KONGED.

A picture for the day ..What I wore and a picture with bro and ah soh. I told the photographer my bro and my sis in law..Wooooot :P

Jimmy Choo..KookyChoo..

Now just read the news about Jimmy Choo trying to sue this NZlander because their website add is kookychoo.com. Like if u were really broad- minded, why would you even care to sue them. Let's see..because HE has the Money and the Power, not to mention oh im so famous because SarahJessicaParker wears me. Hey Hey she was voted one of the worst dress celebrity previously.

Not to mention the owner of the website has no ill intentions and has a family to support. Her websites weren't even selling related stuff CHOO, so give it a break dude. The women doesn't even have sufficient funds to defend her case.

Okie let's not see this from the perspective that I can't own a Jimmy Choo, but u gotta admit it is ridiculous. And I don't fancy Jimmy's shoes. :)

SmokeSalmoneD'Pasta

This is a combination of fettucine and elbow pasta and the base of the sauce is a readypacked one ( I used Coles Bolognese). I added chopped carrots and ligthly fried chopped scallops. And crushed abit of the smoke salmon into the pasta because I didnt add any salt at all =) And ofcourse at the end I added cheese (used Kraft) on low budget LOL.

Into the Wild and Freedom Writers

Just watched two veryvery good movies today and coincidently both are inspired by true stories. Freedom Writers tells the story of different skin colours in the Room 230 of Wilson School and the teacher that brought them together with her methods was acted by Hilary Swank ( Million Dollar Baby and Boy's Don't Cry superduperaktress). Now she is amazing, and I meant both the real teacher who did it and Hilary Swank ofcourse.

Into the Wild which I think was directed by Sean Penn is a great story although quite draggy I must say (2 1/2 hrs !).
Let's start on Christopher Johnson McCandless who was an American wanderer who hiked into the Alaskan wilderness with little food and equipment, hoping to live a period of solitude. Nearly four months later, he died of starvation . I couldn't really understand what his trip was set out to be, he wasn't seeking for any answers. I felt he just wanted to be away. In other words, I felt he was trying to escape from reality, todays life.
His last words were "I HAVE HAD A HAPPY LIFE AND THANK THE LORD. GOODBYE AND MAY GOD BLESS ALL!". I felt greatly for the pain of his family and more for him. To live such a short happy life or would I say to die alone.

okay what I'm trying to say is I know that books inspired movies don't always turn out the way everyone expects them to be after reading the books like Duh Harry Potter. But Freedom Writers and Into the Wild is as good as it gets.

Heavy...

Heart feels heavy, mum sent me an email to wish me Happy Birthday and she mentioned that the job is getting tougher with more demanding clients.

And for me to be so selfish, feeling so dissapointed they cannot attend my convo..When people asked me if my parents were coming? I just said no and they asked me why? I..just like u, don't know.

Restless!

Im having a paper 2morrow and I'm facing random restlessness feel..damn..I can't do anything! I feel guilty if I watch a movie but I can't look at U (miss super need attention book) rite now..Will someone be so kind to guide this poor soul :(
I'm probably sputtering gibberish words right now, loook at the stars, look how they shine for uu..knn no stars only got ceiling..*faints*

GuaiTan...

I've just recently bumped into this hk tv show 'GuaiTan'. They've recorded several cases in Malaysia where one of which is the YingYing case, I'm not sure if anyone remember about the 3 year old kid who was murdered by Yingying's mother's bf, Ong. Not only that the heartless beast separated her body parts and dumped it at four different places. Have a look at the news to rewind @http://www.malaysianbar.org.my/legal/general_news/ying_yings_alleged_killer_found_dead.html

The murderer Ong hanged himself in a prison clinic and his lawyer did not really understand why he did that because he sounded fine when he was going to represent him. I'm wondering if he really did commit suicide or did someone else do it for him, hmmm

The remarks from Yingying's mother about Ong's death was really URGHHH!! feellikeslappingherforherirresponsibilitiestillshewakesup..she said “It is only fair a life is paid with a life for what Ong had done to my daughter. I regretted having him as a boyfriend.”

anyway hope Yingying is living peacefully now w/o vengeance..if u want to watch guai tan u can always go to our most reliable source *winkwink* : mat yeh tube

Declaring my luv for cheap food :)

Gosh ysterday was an absolutely superduperfriggingila tiring day, pratically met up for group assignment which took half of my day..Having two marketing assignments due on the same week is bad..beyond horrible :S
Meeting ended pretty late so I took the train instead of the latest bus and by the time I left campus wus pretty much almost emptied..fortunately I bumped into mr 4 choco icing sprinkled with coloured topping Donuts which cost me $0.99 ...hooray? :D but I had to force myself to finish it in 2 days because it was expiring the next day..
donuts for u and me, yay.

I have feelings too

Are some people just to plain rude to understand that people have feelings, I have not done anything but tolerate some of their absurd behaviour although I do not think I should have, but hey I still did, do they not realise I have feelings, I get hurt by harsh insults..haihz I can't understand why people like them exist, I can only get over this by consoling myself that the way they act made me feel like I'm a better person. Sigh. I hope the true colours of some people will just pop out and get them to learn something about themsleves and change for the better. C'mon we're grown ups already

Life is SHORT so make DESERT out of it.

I wana sleep! BUT I wana sleep knowing that I have enough time for tomorrow. But when I set the alarm for 10 I end up waking up at 11, right there goes an hour.
Life is really a vulnerable and very precious thing. But still in life we meet different situations which sets to complicate everything..How do you wana die? Have you ever thought about it? Well for me, I want to die knowing I have tried my best in dealing with everything, of course abit of chitta chattering here and there, but I have always been honest, some people tend to add salt and pepper ...and as a daughter, I think I have done my part well, atleast I don't see my mum shedding tears for anythin I've caused and oh well I've always been a mummy's girl :)
I miss my mum, I wana to talk to her, anything through the phone or sms or email is todally improper.. I miss everything I used to be around, or even talk to, or the lil big thoughts, the food :S, astro :D my dog! I'm growing older am I.. so old and worn out, I think my dreams are slowly slipping away from me
Why is life so short and tough, I don't want to take the road less taken, I don't want to forget anything until I grow old and go practice tai chi
I just want a simple plain life, nothing more, nothing less.. thank you.

PICTURES?

Let the pictures tell the story for lazy moi

Unbelievable!

I was watching the olympic tracks today and they were showing the qualifiers for relays 4 x 100m..both the US men and women were leading BUT they didnt get a good grip at the baton so both men and women relays messed up! like omg. karma? Jamaicans were awesome both men and women, props to them.
And yes I'm unbelievably happy because I get to go home :D I thought I wouldn't be going back till god knows when. but yay :)
There u go 2 unbelievables for the day! UNBELIEVABLE!

The Strangers (2008).

Yes I just watched The Strangers (2008) yesterday, it's about a young couple staying in an isolated vacation home are terrorized by three unknown assailants.yes got hat from imdb.com :)

They've got Liv Tyler and Gemma Ward in it. Yes u haf seen smashin Liv from Armageddon (don wana miss a thing :P) look absolutely gorgeous and you have Gemma Ward who is also a 1987 baby (goddamnit) and is actually discovered as a model turn actress. She is associated with several top brand fashion designer such as Dior, Prada, Gucci, Yves Saint Laurent etc. AMAZING. oh plus shes an ozzie!

I would rate the show a 5 out of 10 and I'm being soft here. I think the film maker is trying to classify the show as psycho thriller BUT I believe the effect didn't work as well as it was suppose 2 be...the show started really emotional and slow..silence..sounds..flashbacks...ofcourse there's always obsurdity in psychothriller movie so I wouldn't touch that point. But let's face it, any possible thing that would make u jump out of the chair in the movie are basically noises made. like knocks on the door, bell sounds n etc.

I wouldn't watch the movie again..to me it failed as a psychothriller movie..there'e no maniac or hyper paranoid effect to it..again Liv Tyler was gorgeous

POOR Basbketball performance by HOST!!

LIKE duh, sure lose la basketball China, perform damn horrible, worst than high school basketball, weightlifting was great for em and swimming not bad not bad..but cmon u haf yao ming that i don wana mention got FOULED OUT! haih dissapointed..

In addition to that, my ebay account kena compromise so I have to undergo this live chat thing with them to fix it, how bad was it? I was force to read about how to protect myself in future...torture man!!