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I really am confused. Am I horrible? or I am just sensitive. To have the thought of me thinking about these. Horrible ain't I? Wish I wasn't me sometimes. Wish I wouldn't just run. But when I stop running. I turn to these thoughts. Negative ones. So should I escape or should I just face these thoughts? Battling these things are not my area of expertise. I've ran, I've chased them, I just never thought they would come back crawling to me. Anyone wait for me will you. Seriously I sound like some psychopath and I'm writing these when I actually hate people posting about these stuffs. Food for thoughts: I Aint no Emo.

Easy Bake Butter Cake and What I want for Xmas :P

Got the easy to bake butter cake recipe from Taste.com.au

Ingredients

125g butter, softened
1/2 cup caster sugar (skipped this out, I used 2/3 cup white sugar )

1 teaspoon vanilla extract (must okie)
2 eggs, lightly beaten
1 1/4 cups self-raising flour, sifted (didn;t sift either, turns out fine)
1/4 cup buttermilk or milk ( I used 2/3 cup Milk)
2 teaspoons boiling water ( yeah, skipped this one too)
pure icing sugar, to serve ( No icing for my cake, it's up to u )

Method
1. Preheat oven to 170°C. (Fan- forced). Grease your blardee pan, I used the standard round one.

2. Just mix evrything !! but do the eggs the last please. Just throw in, don't have to pour in like a slow poke.

3. Stir the mixture!! and if you stirred it clockwise, don't suka hati go and stir counter clockwise. Stir until your mixture lose the rocky roads. Put it in the oven and wait for 30-40 minutes. Fan- forced :)

TADA..

Yar , base was abit black i tink coz my butter was cheapskate haha..but the cake dam kao moist.

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And can I have a DS Lite (Crimson Red) Brain Age Bundle for XMAS >.< .

Looks dam awesome man the colour.

Graduate?

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AND recession hits me right in my face.

Just bought Pro Evo Soccer 2009 for me bro from EB Games for $49.95 ..the obsurd part is Pro Evo 2008 which was PREOWNED in JB Hifi was $59... Electronic goods and games here has got drastic price difference. and I mean massive..U can go to EB and Guitar Hero 3 is $149 but at JB, just ask for a price reduction and they sell it to u for $117.

If you want to get DS Lite games now like brain training stuff, head to Myers in Chadstone, think they are cheaper now compared to EB and JB, it's $35 there.

EB's offering 3 for $40 now but boy you can only find fifa fifa nba nba boxing ..the pattern ain't gonna change.

Can someone get me the Freddy Krueger collection, it's like over $70. I'm KONGED.

A picture for the day ..What I wore and a picture with bro and ah soh. I told the photographer my bro and my sis in law..Wooooot :P

Jimmy Choo..KookyChoo..

Now just read the news about Jimmy Choo trying to sue this NZlander because their website add is kookychoo.com. Like if u were really broad- minded, why would you even care to sue them. Let's see..because HE has the Money and the Power, not to mention oh im so famous because SarahJessicaParker wears me. Hey Hey she was voted one of the worst dress celebrity previously.

Not to mention the owner of the website has no ill intentions and has a family to support. Her websites weren't even selling related stuff CHOO, so give it a break dude. The women doesn't even have sufficient funds to defend her case.

Okie let's not see this from the perspective that I can't own a Jimmy Choo, but u gotta admit it is ridiculous. And I don't fancy Jimmy's shoes. :)

SmokeSalmoneD'Pasta

This is a combination of fettucine and elbow pasta and the base of the sauce is a readypacked one ( I used Coles Bolognese). I added chopped carrots and ligthly fried chopped scallops. And crushed abit of the smoke salmon into the pasta because I didnt add any salt at all =) And ofcourse at the end I added cheese (used Kraft) on low budget LOL.

Into the Wild and Freedom Writers

Just watched two veryvery good movies today and coincidently both are inspired by true stories. Freedom Writers tells the story of different skin colours in the Room 230 of Wilson School and the teacher that brought them together with her methods was acted by Hilary Swank ( Million Dollar Baby and Boy's Don't Cry superduperaktress). Now she is amazing, and I meant both the real teacher who did it and Hilary Swank ofcourse.

Into the Wild which I think was directed by Sean Penn is a great story although quite draggy I must say (2 1/2 hrs !).
Let's start on Christopher Johnson McCandless who was an American wanderer who hiked into the Alaskan wilderness with little food and equipment, hoping to live a period of solitude. Nearly four months later, he died of starvation . I couldn't really understand what his trip was set out to be, he wasn't seeking for any answers. I felt he just wanted to be away. In other words, I felt he was trying to escape from reality, todays life.
His last words were "I HAVE HAD A HAPPY LIFE AND THANK THE LORD. GOODBYE AND MAY GOD BLESS ALL!". I felt greatly for the pain of his family and more for him. To live such a short happy life or would I say to die alone.

okay what I'm trying to say is I know that books inspired movies don't always turn out the way everyone expects them to be after reading the books like Duh Harry Potter. But Freedom Writers and Into the Wild is as good as it gets.