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I really am confused. Am I horrible? or I am just sensitive. To have the thought of me thinking about these. Horrible ain't I? Wish I wasn't me sometimes. Wish I wouldn't just run. But when I stop running. I turn to these thoughts. Negative ones. So should I escape or should I just face these thoughts? Battling these things are not my area of expertise. I've ran, I've chased them, I just never thought they would come back crawling to me. Anyone wait for me will you. Seriously I sound like some psychopath and I'm writing these when I actually hate people posting about these stuffs. Food for thoughts: I Aint no Emo.